An intense feeling of love started filling up my chest. I could feel and see this love being pure light that was expanding inside of me like a balloon, growing bigger and bigger. There was no end to it, the love was infinite towards me and within me. The intensity of it was so strong that I thought I was going to float up in the air and then explode from the built-up pressure of pure love. It really felt like my body wasn’t going to be able to withstand that level of love. Every cell of my body felt like wanting to burst and then get absorbed back into the energy of love while I, the pure consciousness, would continue to exist beyond this place.

I’m saying ‘back into’ because everything is created out of the same energy of love, and when something dies, it simply ‘returns back’ to the source which is pure unconditional love. Returns back is in quotes because we never actually leave it. Just like a wave in the ocean – the wave is created but it is still part of the ocean, and when the wave crashes, it dies and goes back into the ocean. The wave was never separate from the ocean, not even for a split second.

I felt like a walking nuclear bomb of intense unconditional love – don’t touch me or I will explode from my love towards you.

Sometimes I had to tune out of this love a bit just to feel more comfortable in my physical body as it was very intense and a very new sensation to me at that time. You might ask how did I tune out of it? I just simply stopped concentrating my thought on it while still being in the presence of the same pure unconditional love, it just wasn’t as intense. But when I wanted more of it, I would concentrate my thought on love towards all existence, or my family, or even just myself or my life, and the unconditional love would immediately start filling me up and expand inside my chest again, radiating the brightest and most magnificent light. Even the brightest sunlight can’t compare to this beautiful radiant light.

Did I meditate to get into this blissful state? No, but I did change my consciousness – from a state of fear of dying, to loving every single moment of my life and my family no matter what, unconditionally!

At first I was pleasantly scared. But once I got used to it and was able to control it well, I would spend most of my time bathing in the purest unconditional and truly heavenly love, and in the amount and pressure of it that was comfortable for me.

I quickly learned that I create even more of the same love within and around me when I just think of loving my husband and son simply because they exist. They didn’t need to know that I love them this much for the love to grow around us, filling me up and them as well. The energy of unconditional love is infinite. Nothing else is required to generate and radiate the most powerful energy of unconditional love. We can create more love than anyone can possibly drink by simply feeling a strong emotion attached to our concentrated thought about love.

Every time I wanted to express my love towards anything, I would experience the same balloon-like feeling of love expanding in my chest. When it would get too strong, I would simply tune out of it a bit again just to feel comfortable. It’s infinite with a never ending expansion of itself. Most people don’t feel it because they are tuned out of it, and do not know how to tune in to it. People have forgotten the truths, who they are and how to express their essence.

There is no need to seek it because you are it! Sacred and ancient knowledge has been ‘taken away from us’, and we with our ego refuse to look beyond what has been given to us by those we deem as authorities.

Somehow I was able to look deeper into my experiences resulting in a higher knowledge and understanding of it all. It was as if I had a magnifying glass inside of me and I could zoom in to get more knowledge about what I was experiencing. All I had to do was ask. I clearly saw that I was (we all are) made of that same unconditional love which resides in the centre of my chest (and yours as well), right where the heart is which isn’t a coincidence, and it then radiates throughout the body lighting it up, giving life to our physical body.

It’s not the body that gives us life. It’s the other way around – we give life to our human body and it gives us human experiences. Heart and soul communicate all the time whether you are aware of it or not. Our soul’s energy is connected to every single cell of our body. The soul and body are literally merged into one, giving you an opportunity to experience your unique human life.

I clearly saw that the soul’s energy shines super bright from the centre of the chest, and if the human eye could see it in full expansion it would become blind, but not the soul’s eyes which see everything. You are pure consciousness (there is no shape or form to you unless you want to take one), you are like a ball of energy, or awareness, and that energy is made of pure unconditional love, same as the source or light.

This presence of intense unconditional love lasted every single day and every single second for several months, and was teaching me valuable life lessons. But little did I know that I had to walk those lessons myself to really learn them.

While I was at complete peace with everything that was happening to me, my body was still delicately balanced on the very edge of life. I often felt like I was very close to dying, and as soon as I would get closer, or tune in, I could feel a very powerful presence that is beyond words. I could feel it was holding me here on this earth and wouldn’t let me die even though I thought I was ready. It just wouldn’t let me cross.

For many months I was stuck at the border between this life and the afterlife, living here and ‘there’ at the same time.. Years later I learned that I was stuck there for so long because I hadn’t fulfilled my life’s purpose. In fact, my mysterious illnesses and symptoms that showed up so mysteriously themselves, and that no one had any answers to, were there to wake me up so I could remember, find the true answers to health and life, and find my way to inner peace and unconditional love. I had to learn through my own human experiences, and walk the path to know and feel the real physical and emotional pains of the human body, so that I could find the true answers, and then fulfil my purpose.

In the beginning of my journey all I could think about and wanted was to have my functional body back so I could at least eat again and walk. I wanted to feel free again to do the things that I wanted to do, and not being jailed by my body dictating what I can and cannot do. All I wanted was FREEDOM from my crippled and restricted body and life, so I could enjoy my life once again. I didn’t want to live in physical and emotional pains. I wanted my normal healthy body and life back where I could build my dreams once again and go after them.

But where do I begin?

At that time I didn’t even know what was happening to me – Death, Light, Love, beings, dimensions… can’t I just go back to my normal life? I had no idea that my long and unbearable journey was just beginning. I was stuck, with no clear path or direction. There was no choice but to move forward because there was no way back and I couldn’t stay where I was.

After wasting so much time and money going to doctors, and after three months of daily blissful peace and balloon-like energy of love enveloping me, I was still mysteriously ill. My life-crippling health issues consumed more of my focus and disconnected me from the love, and once again I was suffering and in misery. I spent the next few months doing nothing but sitting in fear, terrified that things were going to get worse, that soon I wouldn’t be able to eat even those four foods, and then just simply die from starvation. No one knew what was wrong with me, and there was nothing I could use or do because I reacted to everything. Many times I wanted to go to the hospital and request them to euthanise me. I would’ve been at peace if it was my natural death, but I just couldn’t ask doctors to do it because of the emotional pain of leaving my young son, which was much greater than my sufferings.

I couldn’t continue to live like this, so I decided to give one more chance to doctors. I didn’t want to see just another doctor next door, I wanted to find the one that goes far beyond his medical school, who travels the world to study, and writes books about health. Through a deep search, I found a functional medical doctor who seemed to be very brilliant in his medical work.

As soon as I entered his office, I knew he would have the answers for me. I was highly impressed by the number of his degrees and certificates he had in various medicines. His large wall was filled with his achievements, and bookshelves upon bookshelves full of medical and health books. There were more credentials than he could ever use. “I was in the right hands” I thought to myself. Don’t we love to see the credentials of our health practitioners? We’re all conditioned to believe that if someone doesn’t have credentials, then steer away because what could they possibly know about health? Well, I had to learn the real truth of it all in a very painful way.

His room was filled with very rare medical cases and deep knowledge. I could smell his knowledge of all the mysterious illnesses that people suffer from. It looked like he could solve any mysterious health problem. This doctor had seen a few people like me, those who could eat very few foods and suffered from nightmarish and crippling symptoms, yet could not be diagnosed or helped for decades.

I decided not to tell him about my experiences with Death, the Light, other beings, and dimensions because I didn’t want him to think that I was crazy and be given some psychiatric drugs. The only person I shared all my experiences with was my husband, I couldn’t even tell my own parents for many years. I kept all of my nonphysical experiences private out of fear that people would think I’ve lost it.

My hypersensitivities penetrated through my entire being, from my physical body and environment into the nonphysical world. The skin and tissues underneath my skin would almost sizzle when I felt and heard ‘the other side’ and dimensions. My physical body could barely survive my sensitivities.

At first, my case puzzled my doctor, but after lengthy and intense medical testing, he diagnosed me with an autoimmune disease called Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS). When I read about it all, it made sense, I fit the picture. But something deep within me was saying “You don’t have MCAS. It seems that way, but you don’t have it.”

Out of desperation I ignored my inner voice and accepted my diagnosis while knowing that it’s not really me, and that there is something else, much deeper. But since I couldn’t articulate my senses and I didn’t have any other help, I accepted this doctor’s conclusions and treatments. The most important thing for me at that time was to know that one doctor actually existed who heard and believed me and had some answers for me. I was beyond relief to know that it could be fixed, and I could eat my healthy foods again. From never taking any medications and never previously needing any, I was all of a sudden taking six medications just so that I could eat again. I was so desperate wanting to eat, to have normal functions of my body’s systems, and have a normal life again that very sadly I didn’t care about anything else.

Without doing any research on any potential risks of antihistamines or mast cell stabiliser medications, I took and did everything that my doctor said. Unfortunately, like most doctors, he never informed me of their side effects or dependencies, and me, out of ignorance and desperation, I didn’t ask one single question.

He put me on four different antihistamines, a mast cell stabilizer, and an immune support medication. Even with this big handful of medications and their high doses, my body was still barely accepting any food. I was on the very edge of my life every single day. I felt like my body was going to completely break down and there wouldn’t be anything else that could help me.

Through a forceful ‘fight’ for two months, eventually my body adjusted itself and I was able to eat some healthy foods once again. I wasn’t able to eat all of them, but it was much better than before.

I had to continue taking the medications just so I could eat normal everyday healthy foods.

Deep within me I knew that this was not normal, being able to eat only as long as I took medications. “This is just wrong”, I thought to myself every single day. I could feel that my body wasn’t really learning anything because it was deep asleep from these drugs. It was as if I was avoiding what I was actually supposed to learn and do, but I didn’t know any better. At that time I wasn’t aware that my body was developing an extreme dependency to these medications.

Within just a couple of months my dependency became so severe that without them I couldn’t live, literally. Not only would I not be able to eat anything at all, but I couldn’t have a normal heartbeat, central nervous system, or brain functions. Some people can start and stop antihistamines and mast cell stabilizers at any time, but some people like me cannot get off of them. But that’s what we’ve come to believe unfortunately, that we cannot get off highly dependent medications even though we believe we don’t need them anymore.

Later, I found out that Benadryl intravenous (IV) is highly effective, in fact more effective than any oral antihistamine medications, and does not create a dependency. I asked my doctor if we could do Benadryl IV. At first he refused my request, or at least ignored it. I figured that when I was highly dependent on my medications, there was more money to be made by regularly dispensing drugs that I could not get off, versus giving me one or two Benadryl IVs.

Eventually he agreed to give me Benadryl IV. After only one IV my health had improved dramatically. But it was too late, by this time my body was highly dependent on oral medications, so I had to keep taking them even though I felt like I didn’t need them.

I questioned myself, “Why was I never offered Benadryl IV in the first place? Instead, why was I offered only something that there is a potential risk of developing high dependency to, let alone dealing with side effects?” I think we all have the answer to this question... repeat customer! And to fit all us sick people into the same bubble of treatments that never end, and make us believe, “That’s the way it is and there is no other way.” We’re already weak and desperate, and they further break our bodies down trying to force us into their medical treatment scheme to make it all easy and profitable.

But the deep and sad truth is we, ourselves, due to our desperateness, succumb to their beliefs by our own choice, allowing their beliefs to become our beliefs, “I need medication to live and my health problems are chronic.” Sadly, by doing so most people give their powers away to doctors who know no more, if not less, than ourselves. We are raised to believe that professional authorities know better, so therefore we stop doing our own due diligence and never listen to our own deeper inner voice. It is a very sad reality that costs us our own human lives!

Well, I will tell you that these so-called professional authorities almost killed me. They damaged my health quite a bit more, and not once but several times.

After years on various treatments that all failed and still being highly medicated without seeing an exit, in fact getting only worse, I admitted to myself that I was on the wrong path. Something was totally wrong here. Something had to change. Taking any of these medications felt like I was living for and fulfilling someone else’s life while destroying my own.

Deep inside my soul something was telling me, “Wake up. None of these drugs will help you. MCAS isn’t the problem here, let alone it’s not even real.” But at that time I had no idea where else to go or where to look for the answers. Where do you go and what do you do when you react to EVERYTHING!

To throw gasoline onto an already blazing fire, all my medications were temporarily out of stock in the entire city and no one knew when they were going to be back! My fear and panic grabbed me by the throat and squeezed it, like a cheetah does to a gazelle. I wanted to scream into the whole Universe, “Who has my medication?”

After years of unsuccessful treatments with one of the highest regarded doctors that people visit from around the world, I hit my absolute bottom. I could not eat anything while being fully pumped with medications. I was reacting to my antihistamine and mast cell stabilizing medications, but I was worse without them. I was worse than ever before. There was nothing working.

I even started reacting to saline IVs with seizure-like episodes. Once again, my doctor didn’t have anything to help me, so he suggested I ‘try’ an antianxiety drug, despite the fact that he knew I reacted to it before with severe and deadly cardiac arrest symptoms! I was speechless. I couldn’t believe my ears. I reminded him that I would have a deadly reaction, yet he still suggested that I should take the drug. At that moment I saw his real sincere care, his true inner self – I must sell drugs even if it costs my patient her life. I wish I saw his sincere ‘love for his patients' right from the very beginning, when instead of offering me a better treatment right away he hooked me onto drugs that I couldn’t stop taking, and at such high doses that I couldn’t go any higher.

There was a very cold and empty atmosphere in his reception area. It was going to be his way or ‘don’t come back here’. I refused to take the antianxiety drug. I had to sit in a chair for at least thirty minutes before I could stand up without fainting. While I was sitting in his clinic half alive, the level that I was emotionally hurt from his cold and careless attitude towards me was beyond description. All I felt from him was “What else can I hook her onto?”

I looked around and noticed that all these people at his clinic keep coming back for years, blindly putting their faith (and money) in this man, yet none of them are free from their illness or medication. My husband had to help carry me out of that doctor’s clinic. I never saw that doctor again. I chose my ill health and suffering over any of his help or any other doctor.

Unfortunately it took me a long time, a lot of pain, and so much suffering to see the real picture that doctors will treat you first where they can profit the most. I never again wanted to see another medical doctor, and I never did. Today I can say that was the best decision I’ve ever made!

At this point, I had reached the very centre of the ‘medical labyrinth’ and found out that there never was an exit – the exit has never been created, nor were there any answers inside of this maze to begin with.

During my journey, it also became quite obvious to me that while diet and exercise are important to health, that’s not where the answers are. Otherwise myself and thousands of others who were eating healthy and staying fit wouldn’t have gotten ill.

I could not find any answers to my mysterious health problem; what made me sick so suddenly and how do I get my health back?

“Who has the answers?” was my daily plea.

I would give anything in my life just to get some answers to my sudden mysterious illnesses and symptoms, but there were none.

As soon as I got home from his clinic, I lied in bed sensing that there was something watching me from above and waiting for my attention. Out of desperation and complete emotional exhaustion I screamed at it inside my mind,

“WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT?
WHAT IS IT?
I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE!
I’M DONE!
ENOUGH!
THERE’S NOTHING LEFT OF ME!
ENOUGH TESTING ME!
I AM BEGGING YOU TO STOP IT!
TELL ME, WHAT IS IT?
I HEARTFULLY FORGAVE EVERYBODY FOR EVERYTHING,
LOVED MY FAMILY NO MATTER WHAT,
ATE EXTREMELY HEALTHY, EXERCISED…
WHAT AM I NOT GETTING?
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?
TELL ME!”

I was in complete terror that I would spend the rest of my life being this sick and dysfunctional, and having absolutely no life. I felt like not one medical authority ever cared, and never would care, about my ill body or how miserable my life has been and will be. It felt like I was dragged across a gravel road for many miles until there was very little life left inside of me.

The effects of my illnesses and treatments left my mind very traumatised. I no longer knew what was normal and what was not within my body. I completely lost touch with it. Any slight change, even in the right direction, would leave me concerned, “What is this? Is it normal?” I completely forgot what it’s like to be and feel normal. The fear that I was going to get worse would completely swallow me.

Tears full of hopelessness and loneliness were burning my face. There was nowhere else to go for help. I was fully consumed by my physical and emotional pains and crippled state. I didn’t know anything else, only my illness. I couldn’t do anything else but remain sick and think about my health problems. My illness was eating my life away and I was watching it disappear in front of my eyes while I was still young, only in my mid-thirties at that time.

My health was not the only thing that was completely destroyed. Our wealth that my husband and I worked for so hard all our life melted away like a snowflake in front of our eyes. Everything we had was gone: mortgage free home, rental homes, our getaway home, beautiful land in Canada and New Zealand, investments, and much more. It was all gone because of all the specialists and experts I saw, and their tests and treatments I was subject to, yet my health was even more damaged than before.

As if my illness wasn’t enough in our lives, my husband was now out of work, our dog had just died, and less than a week later my husband’s mother passes away. Absolutely everything fell apart in our lives. There was nothing left, only myself, my son, and my husband… only the presence of our three souls together. It was the quietest and most traumatic time in our lives.

Since there was nothing left to lose, we decided to do what we’ve always wanted to do – leave Canada and go live in a warm country by the ocean. So we dropped everything, and in less than a month we were on a plane to New Zealand. At that moment I knew that I was flying either into my death because I knew there wouldn’t be any help there, or I am going to get healthy. The one thing I knew for sure was it wasn’t going to stay the same. My health was squeezing me further and further into a corner until there was no other choice but do the outrageous.

Something was telling me, “Don’t touch anything external to heal! Seek powers within!” But I didn’t know what that really meant. Out of deep desperation, and against all odds, I decided to listen to this cryptic message. I turned completely in the opposite direction of traditional medicine, and accepted the ‘ridiculous’.

​​​What choice do you have when all doors are shut but one? I opened the door and cautiously took one step at a time, because in the beginning of my new journey most things I encountered had me thinking, "WTF is this?” 

Two months before suddenly getting so mysteriously ill, in November of 2016, I had a dream that I knew wasn’t really a dream. At that time I had never heard of astral projection or out of body experiences, so I would always call all of my such experiences ‘like a dream’.

Everything in my ‘like a dream’ was absolutely real, as real as this world. I found myself being guided by one very large man, and also surrounded by several other very large men. Once I had more consciousness (being more awake on ‘the other side’) I was further guided to walk to a large oval table where we all sat down. But there was one empty seat right across the table in front of me. The men were about ten to twelve feet tall, all wearing simple long white robes with a woven rope around their waist.

I felt their immense powers which matched their looks. They were all looking over me, not directly at me, but over my life and at me as a whole being that was far beyond my physical presence. Somehow I just knew that they were guarding me, and I could see how my life was ‘in their hands’, not in a sense that they could do whatever they wanted with my life, but watching over me to make sure that nothing happens that shouldn’t.

The atmosphere was misty with no walls, ceiling, or floor, and no distance, space, or time. I looked straight across the table and saw a distant yet very brilliant light shining straight at me. This brilliant light was getting larger and closer to me. I saw someone was coming towards me from that light and I quickly realised that he was that light himself. It was so bright that at first I couldn’t even see who it was.

Once this being got closer to me, I could see him in more detail. He was taller than the other men, about fourteen feet tall, bigger and more powerful, and wearing a very similar simple white robe, except it was radiating substantially more light, and a beautiful golden woven rope around his waist. He sat in front of me across the oval table and it was as if he was expecting me, as if we had an arrangement for this meeting, and he was ready to listen to me.

I started telling him with so much excitement in my voice about all my powers that I had learned as a human being, I just couldn’t wait to tell him about it all. In a big hurry and with great excitement I said to him,

“I now know how much power I hold inside me.
I am a VERY, VERY powerful being.
I can do and create so many things here on Earth...”

As I was expressing my understanding of my powers, he could feel my confidence, excitement and explosive energy. At that moment he couldn’t hold it any longer and just burst into a hearty and tearful laugh. He even closed his face with his big hand slightly, tilting his face down and almost losing the sound of his laugh because he was laughing so hard. I don’t think I’ve ever made anyone laugh so hard.
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​The other men wanted to laugh too so they let out a small but strong burst of laughing as well, but they immediately had to stop and hold themselves back because they were in front of their superior who was ready to speak. Their obedience was beyond description not only to him, but to my surprise to me as well.

I thought maybe he didn’t understand that I knew how much power I had, so one more time I tried to convince him that I really truly knew and understood. At this point he had enough of my ignorance and stopped me right there, saying loudly and firmly, and in a very powerful voice,

“You have NO IDEA how much power you have!
I had to put seven men around you to protect you
and watch you very closely because of your powers
that you aren’t aware of.”​

He decided to say no more, so stopped talking, but continued thinking along the same lines, and I was able to instantly access and watch his thoughts. It looked like a tunnel made of movement and living-pictures – as if thoughts themselves were alive. In that thought I saw both how ignorant I was of my immense powers, and that I had no control over them, and because of this I could bring major harm not only to myself but to others as well. I felt like a kid with fire in my hands not realizing how much damage I could cause. He was startled that I was accessing his thoughts, and immediately cut them off.

He stood up and started walking back becoming pure light again while laughing very hard once more at my naïve knowledge of my powers. I felt myself being like a toddler who for the first time could speak and says funny things with high confidence.

I also received a clear message that it was my time to wake up, remember who I was, use my true powers, and do my agreed upon work. At the end, I was left with the feeling and knowing that, “She is ready…".

Upon returning to my body and waking up, I wondered and questioned “Ready for what? What are my powers that I don’t remember, how much power do I have, and what am I? I thought I learned it all.” It was as if that meeting was a check-up point in my life.

I had that ‘like a dream’, which I now know was a predetermined experience, only two months prior to me getting so mysteriously ill. So now, after finally seeing the obvious that no medicine could help me with my unique and strange health case, and without any choice remaining as only one door was still open, I decided to do the ridiculous – pay attention to ‘the other side’ and everything that was around me yet beyond this physical world. I started hearing messages and seeing unusual bright brilliant white lights all around me. For quite some time I refused to believe what I was seeing because I was afraid to be labelled as crazy. All my life I wanted to fit in and be normal like everyone else.

I grew up in a nonreligious and nonspiritual family, and I always believed there was something wrong with me. This is because I didn’t start speaking until I was over four years old, I failed my first grade of school, and because of my poor performance I was taken to a psychiatrist. After some tests my mother was told that I should be going to a ‘special’ school as there wasn’t much hope for me due to my learning disabilities. My mother fought for me and refused to take me there. I ended up going to a regular school, but it was a prison for me.

While my schoolmates were paying attention to their teacher and learning, I was observing energy fields around people’s bodies. I found this naturally easy, and very entertaining, and I really enjoyed it. But I was also able to see the dead, and they frequently tried to communicate with me, which terrified me. So besides my daily school difficulties, I was dealing with my ‘paranormal’ experiences as well. And because of my desire to fit in and be normal, I kept all of my weird experiences to myself.

I didn’t want people to label me crazy. I didn’t want to be one of ‘those people’ that normal people made fun of. Out of desperation trying to be like everyone else, over the years I shut myself down and ran away from myself. I became a very skeptical person. You had to hit me really hard with a brick in order for me to believe in the unearthly things I was seeing and experiencing.

Decades later, my severe illnesses had squeezed me into an inescapable corner where I had no choice but be who I am. Because of my upbringing, I associated angels with religion, so I denied their existence and always believed that they were part of children’s books and nothing more than that. But as soon as I opened the door, I started seeing lights all around me having no idea what they were at first. Once I learned those lights were all angels, I was battling within myself whether to believe in them or not, until one night…

I woke up in the middle of the night from a bad reaction to food and couldn’t sleep. The loneliness and the deep sadness that I felt were swallowing me like I was in the middle of the desert being pulled in by quicksand. I desperately wanted to feel my mother’s hug and love, but it wasn’t possible because she lives across the world from me in Russia. I’d reached the bottom of my essence – all I wanted was to feel love, especially my mother’s love.

This deep sadness, loneliness, and desire for love enabled my essence to fully and purely embrace angels, and I finally wanted to see and be with my angel. From the very depth of my heart with high intensity I called my angel to be with me, show me that it's real and always with me, cares for me, and loves me. I wanted to feel its love and know that I’m not alone. To see its presence when asked would mean so much to me. In that moment, in front of my eyes in the mid air of my dark bedroom appeared a bright light like a star, except much more brilliant white, yet clear and radiant.

It started falling like a star does in the sky except much slower, and unlike a falling star it held its streak in mid air. It was looking like a thin and straight tail stretched from the ceiling to the floor that was radiating brilliant light from the very centre of it, and then gently disappeared, then appeared once again for another second but only as a spark, or star-like (and this is how I normally see them every day, different colours for different angels). The light was nothing like what we see here. I cannot compare it to anything really. It is simply addictive and draws you in. I could feel its life and presence within it. That moment was beyond fulfilling. It filled every painful scar in my heart with care and love for me beyond my imagination or even hope. I wish I could see this star-like streak every single second of my life. The beauty, love, and care within it was indescribable, leaving an imprint of its love on my heart. This same feeling of my angel’s care and love is still within me.

From that moment on, in addition to all my other experiences with angels on a daily basis, I no longer had any doubts that angels were real and they have been around me my whole life. I eventually learned that the seven large men in my out of body experience were all celestial beings (angels) that have been guarding me every single day, with archangel Michael being their superior. I had to reach my absolute bottom to accept them and their help.

Since many people believe that angels are part of, or belong to, some religion or dogma, I want to make it very clear that I am not a religious person at all. I do not follow anyone’s dogmas or beliefs. Angels are completely independent beings who belong to no one and no thing. Religion ‘kidnapped’ angels for their own agenda, intentionally deceiving people into believing that angels are part of, or connected with, their religion. Based on my experiences and teachings that I received from angels, they don’t care what someone’s religion or belief is. They teach unconditional love which has zero judgment, and they show respect, and honor the soul’s choice whatever that might be. So, anyone can see them, talk to them and ask for their help, whether a person is religious or not. Believing that angels are part of some religion is just another man-made idea. Because of this twisted belief, I denied their existence. Religion is a concept that was created by man, while angels are just as real as you are (actually more real than you are right now because they’re home on ‘the other side’ being 100% themselves while you’re temporarily wearing this human body suit animating human life on earth). They do not belong to any thing or any man-made ideology.

I started questioning everything that happened to me my whole life, like seeing people’s auras when I was a child. And seeing the dead on ‘the other side’ while trying to run from my abilities like it was my curse. And feeling and seeing angels, but not trusting my feelings or my eyes, and wrongly believing that angels were part of religion or made-up characters for children’s stories. And feeling, hearing and seeing other existences while being here on this Earth, or in simple words being here and ‘there’ at the same time. And out-of-body experiences and astral travels (they’re different!). And my extreme power of imagination and bringing it into reality throughout my life and blaming it all onto pure coincidence (unintentionally even bringing bad things into reality when I didn’t know my powers). I simply didn’t know what to do with it all. I just wanted to be like everyone else, normal.

One of my very striking experiences with me bringing my thoughts into reality happened to me when I was hypersensitive to everything. I was so highly sensitive that I could literally feel everything within my body and everything else around me. Here’s what happened…

One morning I woke up, looked in the mirror and thought “I’m getting older”. In an instant I started to feel the aging process of my body. As I was tuning in, I started to feel the actual dying process of my body’s cells. I was immediately aware and in fear that my body was genuinely dying, and my focusing and tuning in deeper with my body’s dying process only intensified the process of dying. I literally started to smell the decaying of my body, just like a corpse’s odour. I was in disbelief, so I started searching my bedroom to see where this corpse-like smell was coming from. “There must be a dead mouse or something that our cat brought in” I thought to myself. I even asked my husband to look for it. But then I noticed that this smell was coming off of my body – I was like a walking corpse. I was in complete disturbance. The more I focused on my body’s death, the more and faster my cells were dying.

I had to learn very fast here, or I was literally going to kill my body in a very short time with just my thought alone. I decided to tune out of it by simply no longer thinking of death of my body, and instead started thinking of focusing on its life. I had to believe and put all of my focus on the fact that I was going to live. In that moment, the corpse-like smell was gone, the dying process had stopped, and the functionality of my cells was restored. This experience lasted only for about 5 to 10 minutes. It had to be short for an obvious reason.

It was the matter of my own decision, thought, and intention that I was able to change the condition of my body. Just like the love that I was expanding in my chest (which was really myself), if I wanted more of it, I would then focus on it.

My body showed me and taught me the process of illness in many different ways. While our thoughts can cause an illness, I came to learn that there is a much deeper truth than just our thoughts. When I finally welcomed my gifts and powers, they showed up like “Where have you been? We’ve been waiting for you. We have a lot of work to do! The world is waiting for you.”

I slowly started accepting myself and all of my weirdness, and living from my heart and not from my adult logic head. I was so deeply indoctrinated into believing only what’s considered to be normal that it was a very slow unlearning process for me.

After discovering my powers, I realised that I’d been misusing and wasting them. Today, I can clearly see why I had to be watched. I mean, who would let such a powerful berserk wild animal like myself wander this land without supervision? Scary to say the least.

Many years after my experience with Death and Light, I learned that many people have gone through a near death experience and many of their experiences were similar to mine. But I did not accept the idea of my experience as being near death because I didn’t die. I was puzzled, so I asked the Universe and myself, “If my experience is very similar to a near death experience, then how come I didn’t get to see a tunnel, or some magical place, I would like to see something like that too.” I asked for it half-heartedly, almost like a joke.

Well, the next day my request was answered. I went to bed late, my husband was already asleep. I just closed my eyes and in an instant I started seeing something, it was moving and the light started almost flickering. I was trying to figure out what it was. The next thing I knew I was moving at high speed through a spiral, and I quickly realised that I was going through a tunnel made of bright light that was shimmering and moving. I ended up in a black space that was outside of our Universe. It was filled with water-like droplets except much larger and a bit more uniformly shaped, oval-like. Each droplet was a Universe, our Universe was just one droplet out of countless others. I was observing all those Universes. Everything was just as real, clear and vivid as this world. I was fully in it, yet I was still fully present here - I was again in two places at the same time. When my experience ended, I felt like someone said with a subtle and friendly laugh, “There you have it. Anything else you would like to see or know?”

After I learned the deep truths about the real causes of disease, especially what causes many mysterious symptoms, what health is and what really builds it, and then applying these deep truths to heal myself, I couldn’t believe how simple it is to heal and be healthy.

The world’s man-made systems are designed to be so complex that people do not trust themselves, they do not look for the answers within themselves where all the answers reside, and instead look and believe in something that is outside of themselves. People have put all their trust in man-made systems. Because of it, people cannot see even the simplest of truths that are right in front of their faces, and within themselves. Humans have completely forgotten who they are, where they are, and why they are here, and all because they have fallen into an illusionary life that they have created themselves out of what was expertly and subtly fed to them. Humans are unconscious magicians using their own powers against themselves.

Over time my life and health have become effortless, unlike the past where it felt like I was pushing an old rusty truck up a steep hill. I stubbornly wanted it to be on the top of that hill that the world’s system created. Not only that, but like most people I came to believe that the only way to get there is through the use of their methods, their medications. It took a lot of pain and suffering to finally see that this system doesn’t work for me.

After two and a half years, I finally moved myself out of the way, I fully surrendered myself to who I really am and let the essence of my soul take control. I let myself be what I am. But this triggered new events that brought me to tears.

After accepting myself and working with angels, my memories of who I am, why I am here, and where I came from started to return to me. I started to remember my true heavenly home, my earthly life agreement, its purpose, and having memories of how I was offered it and why I agreed to it.

​Before coming to earth for this life, I remember being on ‘the other side’, and an enormous bright light coming towards me. I immediately knew who they were, a group of Archangels and other angelic beings. They came to me with this message,

“We’ve got an important role for you – to bring heaven to earth by waking people up to who they really are, and teaching them the fundamental truths of health, life, and inner peace. They must remember their essence, and if they want to heal they must use their powers to heal themselves. The human body’s health is now so deeply corrupted that only through the soul’s power of will can the body correct itself. It is during their healing work that they will start waking up and change their state of being, which will bring heaven within and reflect in their outer world. Their improved health would be the result of their awakening. Many souls have already been sent and many more are still to go to do the work. Each soul has its own role. Regarding the role that we’re offering to you, this human experience will require an unbreakable level of a soul’s strength. Your soul is incredibly strong, very powerful, and has a very solid state of love and peace. Your soul has all the attributes for the offered role, especially your infectious peace and the ability to find light even in the darkest place, something highly needed in this potential life experience and work. This life has already been designed. If you’re ready, you can view it now.”
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I was shown my potential earthly life. I was able to ‘taste’ it, dipping deep into any experience I chose, and live it, feel it as if I was having the experience for real. I remember my vastness and seeing and feeling millions of souls’ tyranny and great suffering, which brought so much pain to my soul that I wanted to jump into it right there and take all of their pains away, to let them know that they’re all loved and there is a great peace that already exists within them, but they couldn’t see it, they’ve simply forgotten. Their pains were tearing my soul apart. It was like being in eternal hell. How could I then stay in my heaven, be in heaven’s state, enjoy myself and be at peace while so many people are in great suffering? I couldn’t. I saw how me coming to earth and doing my part of the greater work would help so many people. I wanted to absorb all of humanity’s pains and then neutralise it all with the force of my unconditional love towards them all. But I also saw that this torment would continue no matter how much I absorb it because people themselves were creating this hell with their own state of being. Right then and there I knew that if I don’t help humanity, this pain would eat me for eternity.

As I was viewing my potential life, I felt all of my own earthly pains too, what I would have to go through so I could help all those suffering souls. I clearly saw that the only way for me to help people is to come to earth and teach them what they’ve forgotten, because it’s only the soul that can save itself and no one else. The soul itself must do all the work, and it must remember its divinity. Out of my unconditional love for other souls, I agreed to experience all my mysterious illnesses, symptoms, and physical and mental torments.

I didn’t care how much pain I was going to have to endure because I knew very well what I am, and also because the pain of not helping suffering people was going to be much greater than my temporary earthly pains. My unconditional love for people was and still is immeasurably stronger than my greatest pain, so I was ready to go through any pain and obstacle to do the work. It wasn’t a question for me if I should agree or not to help in the great work that must be done here on earth. I knew I had to go, and if I didn’t, I would live in great pain and regret. That pain, the ‘cry of my soul’, is still in my heart and was the origin of my illness. I still carry that pain because I haven’t completed all my work yet.

Doing my soul’s work, being who I am, and living my life from my heart brought health to my physical body. I feel more complete than ever before holding my heaven’s inner peace within me.

After my prebirth memories returned to me, I understood,

“How could I possibly help anyone unless I myself have felt and gone through people’s unimaginable physical and emotional pains, that eat their life away and slice their soul until it ‘bleeds’ and you can’t go any further? How could I possibly help people find their peace (change their living hell into their living heaven here on earth) unless I have done the same myself?”
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So to learn and understand people’s pains, I had to experience a vast number of gut wrenching mysterious health problems myself, including some very bizarre ones, and a few times being near death. I had to feel and know other people’s torment. I had to learn the absolute truth of human health without the man-made distorted views. I had to experience and find the answers to most mysterious symptoms because there are millions of sick and desperate people who are in the dark and losing their hope in finding the answers. I had to remember my powers and use them to heal myself, so I could teach them to others.

I realised that in order to give something to others, you must have it yourself first. Angels weren’t around me to do my work for me. If angels healed me with their ‘miracle angelic dust’, I would have nothing to teach people. What would I say… “Powerful angelic beings came to me to heal me and that’s my secret”? No, I had to do the work that any ordinary person could do to heal themself.

Sometimes it shocks me to know and feel that my body is alive, functional, and healthy after what it went through. But once you know all the answers, it’s no surprise. From a conventional and scientific point of view – I’m a walking miracle and mystery. From the truth – only healing is to be expected. My soul was never going to let my body die because it knew that my illnesses and devastating sensitivities were just the beginning and were part of the plan. Fulfilling my life’s purpose gives life and health to my physical body.

Today I know quite well that what I prayed to the Universe for back in October of 2016 was exactly what I came here to do. That prayer was really my subconscious way of saying “I’m ready”, and it was only a month later that my predetermined meeting with Archangel Michael confirmed that... “She is ready” meant I was ready to face my predetermined unimaginable experiences like hell with Death, heaven with the Light, mysterious chronic illnesses, and unspeakable symptoms. When I screamed at them “I’m done! It’s enough! What is it that you want?”, that meant I was ready to wake up, remember, and do my soul’s work to fulfil my life’s purpose.

If you were to take only one message from my story, then remember this:​

“Each and every one of us has our own life’s purpose that we want to fulfil here on earth. We carry our life’s purpose deep in our heart. When we disconnect from our heart by shutting down ourselves (shutting down our essence and not following our path), our health declines and our life becomes a struggle, and we experience living hell. If we want a happy life and a healthy body, we must connect back with our heart because that’s where our eternal essence resides and holds the blueprint of our life’s purpose, and all the truths that everyone seeks. So listen to the subtle whispers of your heart, right where your essence resides, and trust it!”
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Before my illnesses, I thought I knew it all – I went to University to study health and get my PhD, and spent most of my life doing athletics, fasting, taking herbs, squeaky clean diet, staying very fit, etc. During my extraordinary healing journey, I realised that I didn’t really know much about health once everything was taken away from me and all I had left was my soul and my sick body. I had to learn my powers using absolutely nothing external, having empty hands, and I also had to do my soul’s work. Doing both of these is what brought me to complete health. After my journey, I learned the truth of human health, and where so many unexplainable symptoms and illnesses come from. Today, I laugh just as hard as archangel Michael did when I told him that I knew all about my powers. It’s even embarrassing.

Did I regain all of my powers?

Absolutely not, not even a fraction of them, but more than enough to heal myself. I could certainly regain them fully, but I would have to dedicate my entire life to that, and that’s not why I was put here on earth.

We don’t know what we’re capable of until we are stripped naked down to our bones and squeezed into a corner with no escape, and forced to use our own powers to heal when it seems so impossible, even ridiculous. But what do you do when all medicine fails and it’s not your time to die?

Before accepting myself and doing my work, not for one second did I believe that I could heal myself, especially in my severe case. Nobody could’ve convinced me that I could possibly control my severe food sensitivities and all my other health problems. I always believed that I needed a doctor and some new scientific medicine to fix my complex health problems – a complex problem requires a complex solution. How wrong that belief was, resulting in such traumatising health experiences and pharmaceutical dependencies that made me wish for my death, and not once but multiple times. But I must admit that I was supposed to become that person first so I could have all the necessary experiences and knowledge to fulfill my life’s purpose.

I questioned myself,

“WHY DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO WAKE UP?”​

I carefully thought about this and realised that the most crippling reasons were my fear of the unknown, not believing in myself, and being ridiculed. No one being came to me to say, “I promise to you if you do it this way, you’ll get healed.” I certainly had to learn FAITH, TRUST, and PATIENCE, and hold them within me leaving no room for any doubts.

The other reasons were fear of losing my identity (which wasn’t even real), fear of losing my beliefs (which were all man-made and artificial), and trying to fit in to be ‘normal’ (just to be accepted). Believing in whose beliefs and being accepted by whom? By the very people who are also trying to do the same; be validated, accepted, full of fear to be themselves and fear of letting go of their indoctrinations. Humans have a habit of following crowds (follow the line and don’t question anything), and much less often follow those who have real proven results yet are so unique and original that they are considered crazy. Every human is unique and can fully express themself only through their own uniqueness.

To restore my health I had to learn and remember A LOT, more than just health. I had to learn human life, remember the soul’s true essence, existence itself, and much more.

My journey to health was like melting hundreds of pounds of unnecessary fat which was previously believed necessary to survive. In the beginning of my journey all I wanted was my health, but I found something immeasurably greater than that.

My sudden onset of mysterious and severe sensitivities (which I agreed to before I was born) was my life’s greatest blessing! It was a gift that I will cherish for eternity. It taught me how to find and hold my inner peace no matter what is happening around me and within my physical body. It taught me to feel and express heaven’s true unconditional love towards everything that there is. It taught me to not be afraid to walk into the darkness and shine my light until everything turns into light. It taught me faith, trust, patience, and a great level of belief in myself. Over time, and using my powers to heal myself, my physical body reflected my inner state of being. It became resilient, calm, strong, healthy, and obedient to me – for the first time I have become the true master of the servant – the master of my physical body. I feel my presence within it. My senses go far beyond this physical world while my body stays calm and well balanced.

Here on earth I am a simple human being just like yourself, with the same level of powers, no more or less than what you have. No angelic being with their almighty powers (and they do have them) came to rescue me or do my work for me. In fact, they literally stepped back and watched me suffer, waiting for my awakening. This was also all planned before my birth so I could find all the strength within myself, remember who I am, do my work, and use my own healing powers to heal my body. I had to do all the work myself so that I could later teach it to others.

When we create comfort for the suffering person, we are actually doing a disservice to their growth, we are weakening that person and destroying their greatest potential. True unconditional love is a very tough love, and it is a false belief that unconditional love is all ‘sugar puff on a white cloud’. Unconditional love is the strongest force that there is, it can pierce through everything and nothing can destroy it. But it can also be used to destroy things, the very things that we love so much. Humanity does not understand the full capacity of unconditional love, the source. When the soul is out of body, the soul can even touch this unconditional love, which feels almost solid-like because of how strong it is. I’ve experienced this during one of my out of body experiences.

My pains were not punishments, but ways to awaken me and gain the experiences necessary to carry out my duties. My suffering was my choice, and my doctor was there only to wake me up, and I’m endlessly grateful for him doing his work. We come to earth out of love, so while it may seem like it’s a cruel thing to cause someone pain, from a much greater viewpoint it might be exactly what that person needs to push him to something much greater than his comfortable position. Pain forces people to go within, and it is then that they find the peace and love that they’ve been seeking all their life. Pain is a gift while suffering is a self-imposed hell. This hell will continue as long as people allow themself to suffer. We do not have to experience pain to wake up to the truth of all things and who we really are. Unfortunately, most people are in such a deep sleep that the only way to awakening is through pain. So when we comfort someone who is in pain, we make their life worse because we slow their growth down, essentially destroying the very thing we love so much while wishing ‘all the best’. I’m not saying do not help a suffering person. I’m saying be careful with what and how you help. The help must come from the place of ‘for the greater good’, and this may or may not be comforting.

The pain is to wake us up and not to punish us. As long as we keep believing that pain is a form of punishment, we’ll live our life in suffering that will always imprison ourselves in hell until we see the greater greatness in all of our life’s experiences, including the most painful ones. This one simple truth may piss many religious people off, but I’m not here to support false beliefs that instill fear or blind comfort, I’m here to teach the truth and here it is… a place called hell does not exist, so no one can ever be sent there, or banished there for eternity. Hell is a state of our being, be it here on earth or on ‘the other side’ in the afterlife. We, ourselves, create and imprison ourselves in our own hell. When someone dies and experiences hell, what they actually experience is their own state of being, or they face their own fears. ‘The other side’ is highly thought responsive and state of being responsive and is very real. I’ve seen and experienced hell here on earth and on ‘the other side’, and I’ve also changed this hell into heaven both here on earth and on ‘the other side’, so I speak from my own first-hand experiences. No angelic being or master showed up to save me from my hell, and this was done only for much greater good so that I could learn and understand what heaven means, how to bring it to earth, and live in it. That’s what true unconditional love looks like in life! Not, “Oh you poor thing let me save you”, but allowing the soul to wake up on its own and save itself, and only then will it see the immeasurable growth and strength within itself.

This truth also applies to heaven… heaven is not a single place of destination where everybody who ‘passes judgement’ goes, heaven is our state of being. Again, I learned through my own personal experiences, whether I’m here on earth or on ‘the other side’, it is me, the soul, who creates heaven within, reflecting my state of being into the outer environment and only then will I experience my heaven all around me. No one is sent to heaven based on how they lived their life because such a place does not exist. If we want to experience heaven, we must become it. We’re the source!

If angelic beings saved me and healed me, it would have defeated the whole purpose of my life and destroyed our preplanned work that must be done here, so miraculous healing was never going to be in my cards, and I had to grow, and become something much greater before I could teach. I had to wake up on my own, save myself, and heal my body myself. I play the human game by the same rules that you do, having no more or less powers than you have. I was born being a simple human to show you that anything is possible, and experiencing health and heaven isn’t for special people. Anyone can create it!

You have the free will. We are always free to shape our reality. In all levels of pain we are free to choose suffering or greatness. We are free to embrace life’s challenges, grow from them, and become much bigger than the problem we have to face. We are free to believe that we can get healed or not. Doctors’ beliefs are doctors’ beliefs, but what are yours? Who or what made you to accept your beliefs? We blindly and stubbornly believe in the same beliefs that made us sick in the first place, yet we are expecting to heal. We suffer because we refuse to be a true expression of our essence. And it’s this refusal that puts chains around our soul, preventing it from expressing itself and therefore not living our lives in health, joy, and happiness.

By running away from the pain and accepting the easy way out through taking a pharmaceutical drug, we run away from our greatest potential. By waiting for science to find the answers for us and develop technology for our illness, we give our powers away to those things. By expecting someone to create peace for us in our lives, we limit ourselves. Our illness can make us into something much greater than we could ever imagine, or it can turn us into dust.

So, what is it you’re going to do with what you’ve been given? What are you going to carry with you for your eternity… the pain of not taking a chance to grow when it’s given to you, or taking the chance and becoming much greater than your greatest pains? Are you going to dance with the fire and become one beautiful flame, or fight it only creating more wind, sparks, and fire? Our perception of our health situation can put us into fear or peace, and it is our state of being that dictates our health. Choice is always ours.

Know that your greatest life’s pain is your ticket to your dream life. What is your greatest pain and what is your dream? Only when you do the outrageous, will you be shown the way.

When I began my journey, I wanted to regain the freedom and health that I’d previously known and took for granted. However, when I reached my destination, I realised that my freedom, knowledge and understanding of health and life were all wrong. Today I know that freedom isn’t expressed through travelling the world, being able to eat everything, or even building life’s dreams and going after them. While I can certainly do such things today, true freedom isn’t expressed through the physical action, but through an inner state of being. Once we understand the true importance of our lives, the true essence of our existence and start expressing it, health and life become effortless just like a wave in the ocean flowing with zero resistance.

All human pains are an opportunity to remember who we really are, live our lives on earth from the essence of our soul, and become immeasurably greater than our biggest pains. The more we fight, the more difficult it becomes. Let go and let it flow. But do not confuse this with giving up or laziness!

I’ve been where a lot of sick people are right now. I deeply understand and feel their pains, their desperation, their feeling of almost going insane, yet having a strong desire to live for their dreams. I’ve lived through unexplainable severe anxiety, hallucinations, heart problems, depression with suicidal thoughts, pains in legs, knees, and feet of unknown origin, PTSD, POTS, being highly dependent on medications without any exit, brutal medication withdrawal, extreme chronic fatigue, seizure-like episodes, severe food sensitivities, uncontrollable weight loss, not being able to raise my child, and much more. I was in great deep suffering with no exit for many years, and I would’ve continued to suffer if I didn’t wake up to who I really am and change my belief system. I simply had no options except to change myself, to be who I am.

There were many days when I wanted to check out of this earth. But it was my young son, and a deep knowing within my heart that this was all happening for some greater reason, and that I have a job to do here on earth that kept me going forward. I know how short human life really is. Soon I will be going back home, but while I am here I will serve beautiful humanity in the best way I can. I love you more than my human comfort. I LOVE YOU with all my heart and soul.

Know that every person has a great reason to live and is significant in this world. I’m here to fulfill my life’s purpose, so it is my responsibility to share my information with anyone who wishes to know the deep secrets to health and a joyful life. Oh dear, what an illusion it is to believe that health is locked inside certain foods, superior supplements, and exercise. While these things can contribute to health, they’re not the ultimate answers to health. This is why we see so many ‘healthy’ people drop dead or get very ill over night as if someone put a spell on them, even though they ate healthy and exercised regularly. These things aren’t the keys, they are accessories of the actual driving force of health. The answers to true health are far beyond any physical form yet much closer to us than we can ever imagine.

The conventional health industry is deeply corrupt, starting from the seed and roots of its existence. The holistic or all-natural health industry is better, but still can be quite twisted and warped, and sometimes even more dangerous than the corrupt conventional health industry, even though it’s done innocently while trying to bring good to humanity. This is because humanity still hasn’t learned who they are and the powers they possess, unknowingly using their own limitless powers against themselves in health, wealth, and relationships.

Finding and fully understanding the true origin of human disease and health, and knowing what I truly am from the very core of my existence, gave me my powers back and brought indestructible inner peace. I no longer live in fear of the unknown, and if I don’t know something I know where to look for the absolute truth. I don’t sit and wait until medicine finds the answers, I find the answers myself. I don’t eat out of fear just to prevent something that isn’t even there, I eat to enjoy the experience. I exercise out of respect to my body and to feel good, and not out of fear that extra fat on me is bad. I live my life with true joy even when the sky is falling because I know what I am and what it’s all about. I know there are no bad times, only the greatest opportunities for my growth.

Today I’m free of doctors and their ridiculous schedules, and free of all medications, including highly dependent pharmaceutical drugs and their ‘after effects’. It took some work, but it is absolutely possible! There is unremarkable resilience within me now. My healthy body is a result of living the true expression of my soul. I tell you this not to impress you or toot my own horn, but so that you understand that armed with the fundamental unchangeable truth, and proper intention, focus, discipline, and action, anyone can achieve similar phenomenal results.

I no longer deteriorate my body with any medicine, I no longer spend any money on any therapies, medicine, or insanely expensive doctor’s visits, and I no longer have to deal with appointments, waiting rooms, tests, labs, reactions, while in fear desperately hoping that something might work for me. Instead, I now do my soul’s work – teaching the essential key principles of health, life, the real cause of disease and suffering, and how to create peace in life, so we can ultimately experience the heaven on earth that so many people are wishing to live in.

I live my life free of fear that something could destroy my health or life. Not only because I know the deep truths of human health and the true origin of human diseases, but also because I know very well that my health is in my hands, I know who I am, where I am, why I am here, and where I am going after my physical body’s death. Because of this irreplaceable knowledge, I live in unwavering inner peace.

Sadly, most of this information isn’t taught at any medical or alternative health schools, or even health retreats. Most health professionals, and I really mean most, don’t know these simple answers.

Yet, it’s these answers that are fundamental to our health and heavenly life on earth. Instead, the health system has preferred to create perfect repeat customers. Humanity has become well accustomed to the belief that we always need something outside of ourselves to heal, which is absolutely not true!

No wonder we are chronically ill, being solely dependent on the health system. We imprison ourselves by the beliefs we hold onto.

To unleash our full healing potential and live in peace, we must let go of our false belief systems. Unfortunately, most people would rather die than change their belief system. It is a tragic fact!

Like many people, I was pointed in the right direction many times, but I refused to go that way because of my conventional beliefs.

Everything had to be scientifically proven to me and with great evidence too…

“Me? Doing that? Have you lost your mind lady?

​Do you want me to believe that if I swing my hands around my body, it’ll magically heal itself?

And you want me to believe in WHAT? Archangel Michael is right next to me?

​Even if he was real, who am I for an Archangel to come to me? I’m an invisible little person to the world who couldn’t even speak until I was four years old, and barely learned 1+1 at school.”

… that was my attitude.

My experience in health over my lifetime has become so vast and deep that I couldn’t possibly fit it into this short book. The purpose of this book is to share my story with as many people as possible, to let people know that there are answers to why they’re so ill, that the possibility of healing exists, and that there are answers on how to heal, even for those chronically ill people who have been so mysteriously ill for decades. I’ve done it against all the odds and with the same level of powers that everyone else has.

After my complete healing journey, I was given an important message from my celestial beings (angels),

“Now that you remember who you are, why you’re here,
and you possess the required experience and knowledge,
you are ready to carry out the rest of your soul’s contract.
We’ve got a lot of work to do ahead of us –
help other people, teach what you’ve learned.”
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My soul’s mission is to bring heaven to earth, but not in the way you might think.

I want to make it very clear right up front that while my mission may sound religious or biblical to some people, the work that I do has got nothing to do with any bible or religion. I do not support or speak any man-made ideas. I do not instill fear and I do not threaten people with hell. Instead, I teach and speak the absolute core truth of all existence which is unconditional love, the source of everything that there is.

I’m also not some 'almighty hero of light' who can turn this living hell into a Garden of Eden all by myself. I’m not the only one who is doing this work, there are thousands of beings on ‘the other side’ bringing forth heaven to earth, awakening people to the truth of all things. Many souls have been given their script and sent to earth to do their part of this great work. Each one of us plays our own role.

My irreplaceable experiences gave me all the necessary tools to carry out my agreed work. Today I teach the absolute fundamental truth of human health and our existence. I wake people up to who they really are, to the truth of their essence, how to use their infinite powers in their health and life, and how to change their living hell into their living heaven within and all around them so people can experience inner peace and eternal heaven no matter what, whether it’s here on earth or in the afterlife.

It is my honour and deep desire of my soul to do my work and be of service to people who seek inner peace, health, and want to live in heaven on earth. If you would like to know more about the work that I do, you can find it in the section ‘More Information’.

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I want to thank you for reading my true story! I hope it inspired you in some way, and opened your eyes to things you thought were never possible. From all my heart to yours, I wish you a life full of the greatest joys that you will want to cherish for your eternity. I want you to know that you’re always loved and are never alone. Your pure divinity that is within your heart is much larger than the earth’s oceans, it’s immeasurable. I am truly grateful for you reading my story, and I hope it helped you in some way.

If you found my story valuable, or it inspired you, or at the very least found it entertaining, then please share my story with every single person you know in hopes that it connects with them in their own way, because you never really know what’s going on in people’s lives and this story help them in some way. Thank you for being a part of my message!

Any illness or pain is our opportunity to a much greater life than ever expected. It is with this new perspective I invite you to learn the truths of human health and life. There is no turning back, only going forwards from this moment on, and to have great results change within must be embraced.
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"How does one become a butterfly?
You must want to fly so much that
you are willing to give up being a caterpillar."

​Trina Paulus

The following books are the result of my life’s experiences. They’re all written in simple language, because the truth is simple. The health system that most people know of wants us to believe that our health is complex or it’s like rolling dice. This is absolutely not true, our health is not complicated nor at the mercy of random or accidental events. This false belief is ingrained into people’s minds so they stop looking for the answers and keep listening only to what authorities decide for them. People need to know the truth, which starts with understanding the very fundamentals that I share. Some information in my books will make your hair stand on end, and others will shatter your old paradigm, but it’s only so you can gain full control over your health and life.
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BOOKS:
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How to Get Rid of IBS, Allergies, Sensitivities, Leaky Gut & Adrenal Fatigue - I chose this particular topic to share for FREE because there are a lot of people with gut issues and sensitivities that cannot find any explainable answers. Reading this book will provide some answers.


Miss Diagnosis - This book is perfect for those who are not ready to let go of their conventional beliefs and need to see some evidence or science. This book is the result of the first half of my healing journey, and it was the roughest ride because it was during these most difficult moments that I was shown and taught where many mysterious illnesses and strange symptoms come from. These causes can mimic many well-known diseases and illnesses, hence providing fertile ground for many misdiagnoses and indefinite treatments, and many times failed treatments. I have found that very few doctors know of, or take seriously, these causes. Some of them have been used as silent bioweapons and are an epidemic. If you want to know what initiates many diseases on the physical level, then this is the book to read. I filled it with my own personal brutal experiences to show what I went through to gain this knowledge. While this book’s cover and title may look like it’s intended for women, its information is equally useful and applicable for men as well.


The Law of Health - This is a FREE ebook that covers the absolute fundamental truth of human health, which is also the answer to all human suffering. This law of health is the blueprint for every cell of our physical body. When our physical body operates outside of this law, disease is frequent. When living within this law, inner peace and physical health are experienced.


Origin of Disease - This book is the result of the second half of my healing journey. The very same information that I put into this book is what healed me and saved my life. It covers the universal truth of all existence… the beginning, the birth of all diseases and human suffering, the source of health, who we are, why we are here, what dictates our health and life, and much more. This book goes far beyond the physical world that we know and see. This book is also filled with my personal experiences, again to show how I came to discover this information, and that I didn’t read or imagine it.


Powers Within You - Humans have infinite powers to create whatever they wish, including complete health. But when we are unaware of our powers, we can innocently use them against ourselves, creating exactly what we don’t want. This book introduces our powers, and how to control and use them to create what we desire.


Quick, Simple & Delicious - The most unique recipe book you’ve ever seen, packed with 50 simple to make dairy-free, grain-free, gluten-free, and caffeine-free creations that taste amazing. And since there’s so much confusion and misinformation about healthy eating today, I included some priceless knowledge on the principles of digestion, absorption, assimilation, and elimination.


YouTube: @MotherAndSonSacredWisdom – I provide candid and enlightening answers to my young adult son’s insightful and thought-provoking questions about health, life, suffering, the true nature of reality, existence, and why we’re here.


Website: olgadakiv.com
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